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I believe one of the reasons why I started writing in a blog is to share my ideas and get it out of my system, maybe its the fact that I prefer to write down my thoughts rather than telling them to someone who I know wouldn't be able to understand me, or in other words won't be able to tell me what I'm expecting to hear.
In this entry I have no specific topic to talk about, Im just feeling like saying some stuff and would like to share with my readers.
What makes you an achiever in life? Who determines if you left a foot print in this world or you were just like a cold breeze that came and went without any one noticing that? I know most people struggle in life, some struggle in school to graduate, some struggle to get a healthy life and stay away from diseases, some struggle to save their social life, and many many more, but the thing is does every struggle means a foot print? If I spent half my life studying and building up my career will I put my foot print? or will I just be someone who attended classes and sat next to complete strangers?
What I realized is that any foot print wont be visible to everyone in the world, some people will notice it while they walk while others would just step on it and ignore it, so anything you will do would be of some value for someone in addition to yourself. In life we meet people, we make friends, we fall in love, and we even hurt some people around us, I believe that these things will leave its mark over time and people will remember us for it.
Live your life and be sure to be someone people would want to remember, you don't have to kill your self to make your name, you just have to believe in your self and trust me everything you do in life no matter how small it is, no matter how unimportant it may seem would leave a mark on someone.

Cheers :)

Me

 

I would define a personality as the way you talk, they way you act around people, and the way you look at different situations that you face. Our personalities are shaped by the environment around us, the picture we have in our minds for what we want to be, and the ups and downs in our daily lives.
your personality is what really defines you, and by that I'm saying that once you change it you are lost! What I'm trying to say is a personality is a unique thing in you, some people might find it appealing, while others might not like it, and when people finds a flaw in your personality then maybe its their problem after all not yours, you don't really have to change who you are just because someone doesn't find you attractive.
Think about it this way, as long as you have people who loves you the way you are then there is nothing wrong with you, seeking to satisfy everyone is impossible, so stop worrying about satisfying people and focus on who you are. I personally think that some people around me would love to change somethings in me in order to be a better person, but as long as I'm comfortable with the way I am I won't need anyone to change who I am, if you want me just accept me as I am and not who you want me to be.

Cheers :)

Letting Go

 

Few months ago I have made a decision, try my best to keep people I know happy and satisfied with me no matter how hard it is, by that I mean I would make them happy, would never say anything to hurt them, and become a better person around them. one of the reasons why I wanted to do so was that I noticed Im losing some people around me, I'm not sure if it was me or them but for some reason I'm losing some really good friends, so the solution was to do my best and blame myself for that at first and see how it goes, but the big question was were they all worth my tries?
After few months I have found the answer for that question, not all people deserve all that after all. I had friends who responded very well to my actions and we became even better, those I would call good friends, those I would want to be around when I need someone to talk to, those I would rely on when Im in trouble, those are called true friend who would understand how much I try to be a better human being and I'm trying my best to show how much I care.
Thank you very much (M) for understanding and for being there for me, I wish you are reading this now so I can tell you how much I appreciate you giving me another chance to prove how much you mean to me and how much I love being your friend.
Thank you very much (A) for bringing in your true face, we were like brothers one day but after what we have been through lately I would say Im really indifferent if you were close or far, I have tried to improve and be a better person but when I needed you and you werent there for me that would make you less of a friend. It was nice having you as a close friend for a while but I think people do move on and its my pleasure to be a friend only not a brother as you say.
I know some readers might find this entry a little bit confusing, but I really wanted to get some stuff out of my chest, and remember a true friend is hard to get now, so if you have one now grab on him tight because you never know where life would take you.

Cheers :)